| Location | Newton Le Willows |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 11/2007 |
| Date of Death | 11/2007 |
| Visitors | 912 since 06/06/2009 |
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baby finnan. the day i found out i was pregnant with you, i couldnt believe it. i was scared, shocked, terrified even but i couldnt have been happier. i was going to have a baby i so longed for with the man i loved and adored. i was told not to get pregnant because of medical reasons. but in my world things happen for a reason. 7 weeks after finding out i was pregnant i started bleeding quite heavily, i knew id lost you. i went home and about a week later my doctor checked me out and told me i was still pregnant. i didnt know i had been carrying twins but you were still alive. there must have been a reason you were holding on. i was going to give you every chance in the world. id already lost your twin, i wasnt going to lose you too. besides you already had 2 brothers. i so desperately wanted you to be a part of our family. make my family complete. but my body let you down. 5 weeks after losing your twin my body couldnt handle the pregnancy and we lost you too. i was devastated. if only i could swap places with you but i had 2 other sons to think about. they needed me. i didnt even know if you were the little girl me and your daddy longed for or another little boy to join the terrible threesome. your daddy already had a son and daughter from before we met. i dont even have a scan picture of. you all i have is the memories of you. for the short time i was pregnant, id never been happier. i just pray you are with your twin and looking down on me and your brothers. ive a life changing operation due in the next couple of months, either i'll get through this and carry on being a mum to my boys or i will be joining you both up there. either way, i know i will get to be the mummy i so wanted to be with you when my time here is done. you will forever be in my heart baby finnan. goodnight. god bless. mummy x
The tiny rosebud God picked to bloom in Heaven.
The master gardener from heaven above
Planted a seed in the garden of Love,
And from it there grew a rosebud small
That never had time to open at all.
For God in his perfect and all-wise way
Chose this rose for his heavenly bouquet,
And great was the joy of this tiny rose
To be the one our Father chose
To leave earth’s garden
For one on high
where roses bloom always and never die.
So, while you can’t see your precious rose bloom,
You know the great gardener from the upper room
Is watching and tending this wee rose with care,
Tenderly touching each petal so fair.
So think of your darling with the angels above,
Secure and contented and surrounded with love,
And remember God blessed and enriched your lives too,
For in dying your darling brought heaven closer to you.
Helen Steiner Rice
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
2 days....
away from your 2nd anniversary. i know i havent been on here for a long time, doesnt mean i dont think about you every day still. now more than ever. your star will still be going on that tree on saturday as it has done every christmas since we lost you. you my not be here in person but youre still in my heart and are still a part of this family. rest in peace baby finnan. i love you the world. sweet dreams angel xxx
AWAY ON HOLIDAY 2ND TO THE 9TH LOVE TO ALL YOU ANGELS THINKING OF YOU ALL XXXXX
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FOR WEDNESDAY 2ND SEPTEMBER
Our thoughts are ever with you
Though you have passed away.
And those who loved you dearly
Are thinking of you today.
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FOR THURSDAY
Everyday in some small way
Memories of you come our way.
Though absent, you are always near
Still missed, loved and always dear.
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FOR FRIDAY
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say goodbye,
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God can tell us why.
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FOR SATURDAY
We can't have old days back
When we were all together.
But secret tears and loving thoughts
Will be with us forever.
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FOR SUNDAY
Love Lives On
Those we love
Are never really lost to us –
We feel them
In so many special ways-
Through friends
They always cared about
And dreams they left behind,
In beauty that they added to our days...
In words of wisdom we still carry with us
And memories that never will be gone...
Those we love are never really lost to us -
For everywhere their special love lives on.
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FOR MONDAY
If Roses Grow in Heaven
If roses grow in Heaven Lord
Please pick a bunch for me.
Place them in my loved ones arms
and tell them they're from me.
Tell them I love and miss them,
And when they turns to smile,
Place a kiss upon their cheeks
And hold them for a while.
Because remembering them is easy,
I do it everyday,
But there is an ache within my heart
That will never go away.
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FOR TUESDAY
Still With Us
Do not stand by my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow;
I am a diamond glint on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain;
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awake in the morning hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft star shine at night.
Do not stand by my grave and cry.
I am not there...I DID NOT DIE.
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I am away for a few days break from sunday 23rd until tuesday 25th...so i'll light you candles now and send you all my love...see you tuesday afternoon angel xxxxxxxxxx
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ FORSUNDAYƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
*★ * Take Care our beautiful angel *★ * In Heaven Up Above *★ * And Until we See You *★ * We Send Up All our Love *★ *
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ FOR MONDAY Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
ჱܓIf every tear we shed for you Became a star up above. You'd stroll in Heaven's Garden Lit with ever Lasting Love. ჱܓ
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ FOR TUESDAY Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
♥ Watch Over Us From Heaven ♥ And Help Us Through This Pain ♥ We Will Always Love And Miss You ♥ Until We Meet Again ♥
hi baby x
im so so sorry for not coming on sooner. wow has my life changed so much in the last month or so. i know youre my guardian angel and you'll know exactly why i am doing what im doing. i talk to you every night, i think about you every day. if only i could turn the clock back maybe things would have been so different. not just with you but everything thats happened in the last 6 months. too many baby angels who never got the chance to be here. too many times me going through this. mummy has had enough. i no longer want any more children, i just want the ones i lost! whatever happens, keep looking over me but look over daddy too. please make him happy. you are all in my heart.forever and always. i love you. mummy xx
xx ~ xx ~ A BUTTERFLY CAME FLOATING BY,
I THOUGHT I KNEW ITS FACE.
IT LANDED ON MY SHOULDER,
AND SPREAD ITS WINGS OF LACE.
I LOOKED AND SAW IT SMILING,
AS IT WINKED AND FLEW AWAY.
I'M SURE I HEARD IT WHISPER,
WE'LL MEET AGAIN ONE DAY.
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hello sweetheart x
hi baby. im sorry i havent been on for a while. the internet hasnt been working properly but that doesnt mean i havent been thinking about you. in fact i dont stop thinking about you. well mummy is very tired so im going to need to go to bed. i will catch up with you tomorrow. goodnight little one. love you xx
morning angel x
i just wanted to come on and say hello. i had a bad weekend just gone but today i am feeling so much better. for once im actually smiling a bit more, must say that has a lot to do with daddy. well today im taking your big bother for an mri to see if hes ok. fingers crossed everything is. yesterday i was in the hospital. the surgeons are getting me off my tablets in the next 4 weeks then the transplant will go ahead. mummy is scared but i know i have to get through it. well i will try to get on a bit later, sweet dreams little one. i love you. mummy x
baby i need you. im struggling now. things seem to be going from bad to worse. i dont know whats going on with your dad, i dont even know whats going on with myself. i cant stand this. im sorry to put it on you but ive no one else to turn to. ive got to go to bed. i love you little one. see you very soon. mummy x
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